One day before his 49th birthday earlier this month, Bobby Brown was relaxing at home watching his New England Patriots lose to the Philadelphia Eagles in Super Bowl LII. “I’m waiting to do the big one when I turn 50,” he says with a smile two weeks later at Brooklyn’s Barclays Center.

In a new interview, Brown talks about the pain that remains from losing Whitney, their daughter Bobbi Kristina, a new album he’s working on and his plans for a world tour.

Read the interview here.