In a recent interview, Fergie has shed light on her pre-Black Eyed Peas days, including her severe battle with meth addiction. The singer divulged her dark past to British publication iNews, discussing a period in her life where she found herself “hallucinating on a daily basis.”

“It took a year after getting off that drug for the chemicals in my brain to settle so that I stopped seeing things,” she added. “I’d just be sitting there, seeing a random bee or bunny.”